Who you want to be
Where you want to go
You want to attract things you want
but don’t know how
How you want people to be
How people want you to be
But in reality, who are you?
To be or not to be something
To do what or what not to do
To own up or to live in ignominy
Who will hear you out?
When everyone wants you to listen
People have opinion, you fall prey to it
you be what they want you to be
You do what they want you to do
You live how they want you to live
And ignore what’s real, what your heart wants
And sometimes you don’t
you choose to not cry, walk out and move on
Or so you think
Your life, your choice
But then comes the heartbreak
And you want to be left alone
then comes in self-doubt
And you start to blame
Do you own up?
Do you take responsibility?
How does it end or does it have an end?
Is it really your life and your choice?
you get captured in your thought prison
And look for reasons to justify
for it’s really painful and difficult to accept
And then you take the easy route: Escapism!
Only to come back to the same walls
trapped in an imagination, starved of freedom
and plan your next escape!
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